So I got my driver’s license today, and as I was driving back home with my dad, he was talking to me about being careful on the road and stuff and how he was talking to the other parents at the road test area and how they all had one thing in common and that was being worried over their children. After his lecture, he was talking to me the way he used to when I was child, and I almost cried when he said that once I started driving by myself he would have to kiss me every time I left the house because he’s so worried that something might happen. Fuck me, I’m actually crying rn because my dad has never cared for me like that in such a long time ;~;
It’s times like this that I remember that my parents are super overprotective and don’t let me do anything a regular teenager does because they really care about my safety and general welfare. They always get paranoid every time they hear something on the news that is related to teenage shit (partying, texting while driving, death, etc.), and sometimes I find it silly, but in reality, they don’t want me to end up dead or in some sort of unfortunate situation. Sometimes I forget that their love is translated through harsh rules and regulation, and I get mad at them for that, but in the end, I guess they really do care. Ugh, I can’t even continue talking about this without getting tears all over my desk, so I’m just gonna say I love my daddy ♥
In other news, I have school tomorrow, ew.